♥你回来的太迟..而我...放弃的太早♥

Unhappy

>>thursday ,august 20,2009




i duno wat should i do!!
change date??
will let my aunt feel disappointed..
but if dun wan change..
my future..
shitttt!!
i hate do any choosen!!!
i hate it!!!
reli hate it!!
change date my cousin bro can't take off n company us..
hw???
i reli no mood to think about dis kind of things d..
o me dun wan go??
call them go by they self??
did i??
i reli can do until dis??
SHITTT!!!
today whn i told my aunt about change date geh things..
i noe she get hurt n feel disappointed..
but..
wat can i do??
all oso can't!!!!
i hate it !!!
i hate it!!!!
y the god like dun wan let us happi..
jus keep make things to let us get hurt..
UUrrrrrrrrrrSSSSSS!!!!!
BuuuuuuuuuuuSHITttt!!!!

SERIOUS♥


>>august 19,2009 ,wednesday ..


just is a short post..
today..
after da kursus..
my skul principal was talk something to us..
tat is she wan v take care our health..
yea..
v will..
but..
start from tomolo..
when v at skul..
v need to wearing mask..[skul will giv our student 1 of the mask]

p.s listen carefuly..just 1 yea..

and hav a teacher say..
Please don't play around..
this is ur FUTURE!!


serious serious also is serious..
start from tomolo..
den our Trial Exam is START!!
i nid more diligently in my study..
and wana pray for this..
hope my trial exam result won't too bad..
coz..
teacher hav say..
like gonna oversea to study o else..
tat trial exam result is quit important..
so..
i need study hard !!!

Get chuuuu*

♥SUFFER,BOTHER,CONFUSED,FUSSY♥

>>august 18 ，2009 ，tuesday



Suffer_
my head n my stomach keep pain..
Shittt``
when i reli can't enduring..
my aunt was calling me to eat some medicine.. blablabla..
PAIN!! SUFFER!!




Bother_
wat result i will get??
duno..
i dislike exam..
everytime my exam result..
SHITTT !!
can't let people c wan..
but..
SPM is coming..
scare??
won't!!
i jus no feel in da SPM..
i din read..
i din learn..
all oso i din..
i duno dis time result wat i will get..
me listend up my family said..
at least oso nid study after form 5..
i noe..
n i will!!
don't wory..
but..
tat result..
SHIT!!
lazy to think it d..
=(



COnfused_
act..
i duno wanna choose which one..
*go thr..
*take part in da final exam at skul..
which one i gonna choose??
if i say dun wan go thr..
my family will kill 9 me..
if i din go take part in da exam..
expecially is art..
lily will kill me kill dao..
==
which one i gonna choose??
help!!!!!
wanna die d...



Fussy_
did i??
but i don't think tat i fussy at all..
i noe im ugly..
=(
but..
tat not my mistake wat..


*if u dislike me.. get out of my life.. u dislike me.. pls do not think i will like u.. pls larh.. do u will feel shamed .. shittt!!.. pls don't act some double face to me .. can?? pls larh.. without u.. my life nth will gonna change.. okie *happi =)

~Ci♥o~

♥Shit!!urss..

yesterday i din go skul..
becoz..
im lazy + i tot yesterday hav a competition for sing[class by class]..
so..
today whn i went to skul..
i still keep chitchat with my sweeti♥s..
blablablabla..
somethings is no vitamin things..
=p
....
whn thy were said a things make me shock..
tat is..
[today tat competition is after recess ..]
den i ask..
(huh..not yesterday marh??)
my sweeti♥s answer me..
[no larh..is today larh]
za dou..
den yesterday i din come ma is veli waste
==
coz thy say monday hav a show..
like traditional fashion show..
they said tat was FUN!!
Shittt!!
i din come..
=(


n my fren told me..
when bac class d..
smk tc tat show..[on last saturday]
damn nice!!
wee~wit..
i din go..
=(
sad!!shittt!!
*damn hate somethings !!




UGSSSSSS!!
today my class is less student r go to skul..
n some classmate ponteng d..
when gonna competition tat moment..
SHITT!!
today my class + me ..jus hav 3 gal's student oni..
v still nid stand infront..
==
when before recess..
other classes r do some pratising..
but..
my class..
==
keep chitchat inside the class..
swt``
no comment to my class..
coz..
v still duno wat song v gonna to sing later..
PRO!!
n v din said hu gonna stand here stand thr..
blablabla..
after recess..
tat stupiak marriah..
is not allowed us go down to the hall thr..
she said..
da teacher din say v hav take part in this competition..
==
shitttt..
tat day teacher still call us go up to da stage thr solo..
now..
hw come will v din take part in da competition..
she let us keep complain her..
n when other classes student r tell teacher v nid to go down..
COZ..
V HAV TAKE PART IN DA COMPETITON..
wooooorrr~
tat teacher was 'losing face'..
when v go down to da hall thr..
other classes were singing..
5T1 not bad..
tat song is nice!!
like it!!
but..
some classes [form4] not bad oso..
diligently yea..
^^
when until my class..
buuuuuuuuuusssssssss``
shitttt..
hav alot of da classmate was run out to da hall
==
v jus few people go up to da stage to sing..
Ashamed !!!
but still good tat is..
when v sing tat time..
our fren hav some still hav clap their hand
=p
hiak..
happi~
wakakkaka..
but.
v oso noe v wont win in this competition ..
n v dun wan win oso
=D
wakakkakakak♥
but nice n FUN!!





B~
today..
u din come..
blablabla..
u go tat khusus..i hope u can learn more things come bac n teach me yarh..
=)
hiak..
*wait u..
=p

~Ci♥o~

♥

8.8 救灾活动.. 一起参与吧..

没了家人的感受真得很痛苦..
他们同一时间失去了家..失去了家人
失去了温暖的双臂..
但是
天灾..我们控制不了..
较久的有海啸
再来还有上次的512四川大地震..
这次的台风演变的大水灾..
病疫我们也控制不了
从SARS 到现在的AH1N1..
这几年来..
有多少条生命因为这些原因..
而罹难..



上帝..
你创造生命..
但你却也剥夺了他们生存下去的权利...
人..
以为生命是可以由自己掌握的..
但是..
从你接手他们生命的那一刻起..
他们觉悟了..



那头的人..
为A型流感在烦恼着..
而另一头..
你却在制造一些让人措手不及的灾难..
人..
你们会怨吗??



加油吧..
你们会看见生命里的另一道曙光..

Lazy Gal's~

hiak..
today i become a lazy gal again..
din go skul
=p
blablabla..
erm..
act..
start from last few month..me every weeks at least one day i din go skul for study..
SEE..
im so LAZY..
pilipalapilipala~



B~
sorry nerh..
today early in the morning u send to me tat msg..
me at 11a.m smtg oni c it..
sorry nerh B~
i cant company u..
make u nid go by own..
=(


wuwuuwu~
im FAT again..
=(
sad 9 sei me d..
DIET awh!!
but..
i duno wanna use which way to DIET..
next month i wanna go [THR] d..
i dun wan me still is a FATTY go THR yarh..
i wan SLIM SLIM oso is SLIM!!!!!

p.s my target is 45kg!!
[now me is 50 kg...]
FATTTT!!!

erm..
act..
i noe the best way for diet is do some exercise..
jogging..[i lazy+anemia]
swim..[im not pro..]
blablabla..
the conclusion is..
IM LAZY!! Keep finding excuse to escape it
haiz..
hw come i be too lazy until tat..
!hate it so much!

dis is my hse wear
=p
and add some KUSO face
XD

mi♥o~

_Ci♥O_

淡黄色的路灯
照向那早已泛黄的墙上
你用着纯熟的指法
在那属于你的钢琴上
弹奏出一首首动人的歌曲
听见动人的旋律..
望向你我的最爱..
发现

彼此的眼中充满溺爱..

L♥ve Lif3

生命_
今天短短的几秒钟..
却让我感触深刻..
甚至能说永远都不会忘掉那一幕..


..别随随便便的轻生..
记住!!
这世上其实没有一个人值得你为他轻生..
即使你爱他..爱到无法自拔..
如果他值得你爱..
那便不会有机会让你伤心..便不会让你想用[死]来挽救那段感情..
即便他不在世上了..他还会希望你用尽全力好好的活下去..
更甚至..他宁愿自己的生命让你为他延续..
..那才是真正的爱情..
..和真正的牺牲与奉献..

好好的♥爱惜生命吧..

一个人的生命..是那么可贵`
却也是那么的脆弱``

我..
今年十七岁..
却亲眼目睹了一个人可以在短短的几秒钟内[死亡]
他们没有恐惧..只有遗憾..
我的妈咪..
在我眼前倒下..口吐白沫..
手脚痉挛的样子..我一辈子都忘不了..
导致她死亡,我失去妈咪的原因``
却是那么得可笑..
我妈致死的原因``跌倒!!
但..这一次的跌倒..却夺走了她的生命..
而我..
失去了[妈妈]♥

♥妈_
在你离开我后的这11年里..
我过的很好..
你可以放心..
妈咪，你在那有朋友吗??
会寂寞吗??
每当初认识的朋友问起你的时候..
我把你已离开的事实告诉了他们..
我没哭..只是告诉他们..[没事的..我坚强得很..而且都过了蛮久的说]
虽然..
我和你之间的感情..
很短..也很少..
从小你就不在我身边..
当我真正的回到你身边的时候..
起初..我很排斥..因为对我来说..
你只是一个陌生人..即使你是我的母亲..
从一开始的生疏..到后来的密切..


♥妈咪..
我很怀念每天晚上我站在床沿..
用很甜很甜的声音来和你撒娇..
每天晚上..
我习惯在你的脸颊上,轻轻的吻一吻..
然后用充满稚气的声音对你说[妈咪,good nite]
你也用着很宠腻的眼神看着我,再轻拍我的头..
和我说..[晚安]
妈咪..
我♥你







========================================================
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[02.08.2009]

这天..
我再一次深刻体会到生命这两个字..
报章上..虽然每天都有不同的新闻..
攸关生老病死,财经,娱乐..
但是即使报章上新闻报道说这个人怎样遇害
或XXXX
但我也觉得还好吧..
可能不关到自己的事..
所以心里就觉得[他死了关我啥事??]_或许很冷血..我想是我自私吧..
但今天..

..在路上看见了一具尸体..

[刚刚遇上车祸的死者]
短短的2秒钟..
却让我永远都忘不掉..
他躺在冰冷的地上..身上都是血..
警官们..有些在为证人录口供..
有些就在疏散人群..

在经过那条路时
在车里的我..
仍然能看见躺在地上的那个失去灵魂的冰冷身体..
他的生命..
结束了..
谁能为他延续??
人..
在死时..
眼里没有恐惧..只剩下遗憾..

你..
如果真得有所爱的人..
那就好好地珍惜这每一份每一秒呐..
没人知道下一秒会发生什么事
与其浪费时间和你所爱的人..
为了些芝麻绿豆般的事情吵架
倒不如用这一些时间来制造更多属于你们自己的回忆
生命才不会白白浪费..

生命不会因为一次的对不起
而从来..
生命不会因为你们之间的冷战
而停留..
生命就像风..
抓不住..
没人知道它下一秒会是[台风],[龙卷风],或是[徐徐微风]..
所以..
珍惜生命吧..

爱惜生命_L♥ve Lif3_

02.08.2009

♥狂晕..

今天和阿姨去教堂后..
又去midvally..
==
汗=.=''
为啥最近我和midvally那么有缘呢??
奇怪

在停车场我遇见了NICK..
世界真得那么小 ==
看到对方后,我们两个都超尴尬超脸红的
[不知为什么我们会脸红..或许...是天气太热的关系吧]


我们走..走..走..


不能不推荐的是..
我爱上了老油鬼鬼的豆花和油条..
真得超棒的!!
我推我推我推推推!!!
各位请记得去吃哦!!
它家的豆花超正点的..口感很滑耶..
反正就是超棒就对了!!


这是我们点的东西..有豆花，油条，豆奶，还有一个不知名的东西[馅料有花生和芝麻]
这些食物我都超推荐的..
大家记得去尝尝哦=]
我和我的表姐
我和我的阿姨..[p.s喂!!拍得我太胖了啦..虽然这是事实=p ]



weee~~wit~~
一天就那么过了噜..
累死..
连续几天都一直在走走走..

p.s我要减肥啦!!!!!!!!

01.08.2009

晕♥
01.08.09
早上和我的[♥Ken.G=Daddi♥]去吃早餐..
开心..之后他送我到midvally见我的朋友..
谢谢他啦=]
thx Daddi♥

wuwuwuwuw~~
对不起..我忘记那边有两间[麦先生]了
我在楼上..而你们在楼下..
wuwuw
之后你们还要走上来找我..
对不起呢..
走..走..走..


我们之后就去了BANGSAR..
老婆VENUS买到了东西..
而我们其他人..就没啥收获..
汗..
老婆DORRIS其实不想那么早回家的..
对不起呢
因为我们..你要早回..
抱歉呢..


晚上..
想到我已经冷落了我的朋友[星期六狂欢的朋友]..
所以..再累也好..我也撑着眼皮..陪他们走夜市..顺道吃吃我的晚餐..
XD
最后..吃到好饱厚,撑着肚皮的走回家..
XD
看见了某些人..
可是..看见他..我已经没感觉了==
晕..
一天又过了==

七月的尾声[31.07.09]♥

wuhuuurrr...
31.07.09
my sweetheart laopo CLOVER♥ at REPUBLIC BAR thr hav a show..
tat is a hair show ..
she become a model at thr..
hiak..
tat day early in the morning..
v still nid go skul fer study..
swt..
==
_Murm♥r_
after skul...
v so rush..
i went bac home..
hiak..
act..
v said..
like 3smth go clover hse n den go out together..
but..
i feel im FIERCE!!!
coz..
i think i went bac home ard 2smtg almost 3pm d..
but..
i still go cut my hair..[BANGS]


Murm♥r
erm..
tat day..
my two aunt keep argue bout smtg..[FRACAS]
im not clear wat thy argue..
n i dun wan to noe..
but..
thy scold me..act..i jus heard thy blablablabla like dis..
but wat tat scold..im not clear..
hi♥k..
act..
me is left ear in right ear out.. XD
_Ci♥O_



xiuuuppp~
we take TAXI to SUNWAY P.
erm..
v go reach thr almost like 4 o 5 smtg..
den v keep spend spend spend the time..

coz..
tat hair show start from 10 pm..
so..v go alot of time to shoppin♥_
is SHOPPING TIME now!!!


v at thr take a lot of the pic..
i PO some pic to let u all c yarhh..

hiak..
went to SUNWAY i take pic wit the LION ..
IT's so HANDSOME + SMART!!!







the evening view..
_Murm♥r_
with laopo CHARLOTTE
with yan yi [clover sis]
our group photo..







♥_the nite show__♥
inside the bar..
go alot of ppl..
act..whn v go in..
v sit at a place..tat place nice n big..but cant c tat show stage clearly
so i tell the waiter blablabla...v change the place ..[beside tat stage]
weee~~wit~~
nice..
thx GOD yarhh..
hi♥k..
now PO-ing some tat show pic first..
at thr..
hav many pretty model..
oso hav many handsome + pretty hair stylist
WEE~~WIIT..
thy stand around of me..
im so LUCKY !!!!!
i saw my primary skul fren..v so difficult to find my laopo[clover]
but luckly..v found her!!!
happi..
wao..
whn v saw her overall modeling..
shock..but nice!!
mwachu*
the stage [inside tat REPUBLIC BAR]
i like dis model..act..he is GUYS!!




my laopo [CLOVER] nice??i love her~mwahchu*


hi♥k..
whn the hair show r end..
v got other round..
v go DRINK TEA..
hi♥k..
around 2..went bac home..but..went 4 smtg oni slp..==
cant slp..
coz..
my hp non-stop..
coz my fren keep call me..
make me cant sleep..not cant slp..
is no time to slp..
swt♥==